I miss you very much. Since the day you left us to be with God, our lives were so drastically shattered.
Not hearing your voice or the sound of your laughter brought great sadness to our hearts.
You left an enormous void never to be filled with anything possibly. I did not want to accept the fact that you were forever gone from my life, and in my desperation, so foolishly tried to continue on with my life pretending you had just taken a trip somewhere far away. But as time pass, my plan stopped working and once again I fell in that sadness that would keep me from smiling... Oh how much I missed you again.
I tried again pretending you had called from where you were to let us know you were so happy and had decided to stay there...and again my plan only worked for a while. I ran out of ideas of how to ignore the fact that you were gone. I would think over and over again that no matter where I went to look for you, I would never be able to find you. I could search for you all over the world, three times, in every single corner of it, and still you would not be there.
My greatest regret was, the day you left us, I got to see you for an instant before your tragic death. If I would have known that I would never see you again after you would leave my side I would had held you so hard and not let you go. I would have told you how much I loved you. I would have said "I am sorry my dear brother for all the things I may have done that had hurt you." I would have told you, "Please stay, there are so many beautiful moments for us to create together", I would had said, "Please don't go". But you did and I did not get to say these things to you.
Now, that time has pass, I realize that I should have accepted God's will. Now I know that its not too late to tell you all the things I wanted to say to you. Now I know that I will never find you here because you are in a better place, where someday I will be joining you. And if for some reason I get the need to look for you again, all I have to do is look in my heart and there...I will find you.
I also know that you want me to be happy because life is beautiful and you love me. You want me to keep creating beautiful memories for myself. You want me to smile.... so brother... this smile is for you :D
For My Brother Art...RIP
My Pico Of The Day Is ѕαмαηтнα ♡!
My good friend was so EXCITED with her new skates, that she sent me a letter inviting me to join her for skating. I immediately accepted and asked her to met me at the XMAS SKATING RINK. We had so much fun but we kept falling over and over again. It was sooo FUNNY how every time we would fall, she would LAUGH!
OH MY! What a sweet girl Mio Klng cute is. while at the Xmas Skating Rink, our friend came over to me and so KINDLY started sharing very interesting TIPS of how to use my other ACTIONS in the rink.
It is so WONDERFUL when NICE Picos share what they know with other Picos.
I bumped into my good friend niea juliet ♥ while trying my new skates. She looked so AMAZING in her WINTER OUTFIT, She really looked PERFECT for the occasion.
Bumping into friends and fans always brings a BIG smile to my face ;)
Ok, seriously, I WANT THAT WIG!!!
I noticed this BEAUTIFUL
BEAUTIFUL *Sasha B* explained that she won the wig in a contest.
WHAT CONTEST? How come NO ONE told me about this CONTEST >:(
Til tomorrow, Remember that our loved ones that have gone on to be with GOD, can always be found in our HEARTS... the moment we forget them, that is when they are truly dead.